#2326 Tuesday 29th October

My condition is bouncing like a yo yo.  My temperature goes down to normal and then it goes up again.  There's been no response from the doctors about what their proposed treatment is. The frustrating thing is that I feel the current issues are a consequence of the broken ribs in April.... and the decision makers don't take any notice of my ideas.

Kaylia is consistently just wanting me to go home

Later... the doctors just been and he has no clear answers.  The cultures of my blood don't show any infections in the blood but it doesn't explain why the temperature goes up and down. When temperature doesn't fluctuate I will probably be sent home...  But not today!

The plan is to control the infections..... and after everything has settled, we can look at fixing the bleeding lesion on the kidney.

4.30.  I've just been enduring a long session with an elderly woman in the room across the corridor..... She has been calling out "Can someone help me" in a pitiful voice.  This carried on for a lonnnnggg time.  I went over to see if I could help..... The hospital staff say "she's not in my ward". .... Sheesh. If I were able to help I would probably have been reprimanded.

She's quieter now..

.....and then a canula ( which had just been inserted) fell out when I was in the shower.  I pressed the wrong call button.... and people came running!